Finding one self is a hard journey. 

No one really knows how to find it, they don't teach the "how to" in schools. 

Your family seems to know more about who you are - what you should be, society keeps telling you how you should behave and say, you're trying to fit in with your new friends - you change yourself just to be accepted. 

All this I've been through in my life..

And somehow, I was never truly happy.

I have this feeling I can't shake off.

Unsure about what they said about me. 

Sure, to some degree, I agree with what they said. 

But deep inside.. I feel there's more about me. 

I believe there's more... I know there’s more.

But,

Who am I?

The million dollar question.

This is a long over due blog I've said I will start doing but never did. One promise I made to myself.

A diary? Perhaps
Travel? For sure
Food? Most likely
Explore? Isn't that the point?
Adventure? this is what I'm expecting to encounter

So here's it is... 

Hope you enjoy it.

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Pencarian jati diri bukanlah hal yang paling mudah.
Gak ada yang benar-benar tau gimana nemuinnya, gak di ajarin "bagaimana" cara nemuinnya di sekolah.

Keluarga kamu kek lebih ngerti, kamu tuh sebenernya gimana dan harus bagaimana, lingkungan sosial juga terus-terusan mendikte bagaimana harus bertingkah laku dan harus ngomong apa. Saat punya teman baru atau lingkungan baru, kita "ngubah" cara prilaku kita biar diterima.

dan ini semua aku sudah ngejalanin..

Tapi.., walau gitu. aku gak pernah bahagia sepenuhnya
ada perasaan yang janggal yang gak bisa di tepis
Masih ada perasaan gak yakin sama apa yang mereka bilang...
Ya, ok-lah. Memang ada benarnya... tapi gak sepenuhnya
Jauh di lubuk hati, ada rasa "lebih" dalam diri
Tapi,,

"Siapa sih gw?"

Pertanyaan 1juta $ (yekaaannnn)

ini adalah Blog yang udah kelamaan cuman janji-janji doang sampe jadi garem (agak beda transletan sama versi Inggris hahaha) satu janji yang aku buat sama diriku sendiri.

Diary? mungkin
Travel? dah jelas
Makanan? kemungkinan besar
Jelajahi tempat baru? so pasti
Petualangan? itu yang di cari

Jadi ini dia,
Semoga kalian yang baca menikmati.